Wednesday, January 23, 2013

January 12th 2013

Sometimes you don't give too much importance to your life , until something happens to you and fell obligated to stop and think twice . Today is january 12th 2013, a very import day , cause it is my mom's birthday . Yeah she was born on January 12th 1955, long time ago , i know ...But still a child to   me , she is the woman of my life , i really hope that i can be and do at least half of what she did and thought me . Anyways , let me go on ..
I woke up this morning , beautiful sunny cold morning here in Fremont California , i was so exited to talk to my mom. My babe reminded me that i should had call her , because in Brazil they are right now 6 hours ahead of us ... So I did , therefore  she wasn't there when i first called , than i returned the call about 10 minutes later and she picked up the phone . After talking to her and saying how important she was to me , i  hang up the phone and i went to do something with my babe. We went downtown to take our eight year old nice to a doctors appointment . When we came back home around noon i decide to go out jogging , i usually  do this every other day .
Today it was special , i felt something different although i was a little bit concerned because i was watching a lot of bad things on youtube , a show called "Faces of Death " . Also i was talking to my babe saying that it was something that  really fascinates me , the Death . Also i posted on my face book account a video clip about that show .
When i left my house i had a lot on my mind , things were kind of confusing , and i was glad at the same time for all that god gave to me . For the air i breath  for being healthy and for that wonderful warm sun that was warming us up this cold January Morning.
As usual    i always put my head phones on and star running , when i got to the one of the big intersection here by my house , i stop , pushed the bottom to cross the street , and waited till it was my time to cross , and that was what i did so , . As soon i saw the green light saying that it was the pedestrian turn  to cross the street i started walking , mean while shuffling  my music , on my ipod . Next thing i felt was something really fast passing just by my me , i felt like something pushed away from that thing , it was a car that didn't stop and crossed a red light .One more step and probably i wasn't gonna be here writing this tonight but mostly like dead or at a hospital room . The car was i guess over 45 mph.
After that i could not go on , i was shaking and my heart was biting super fast , I came back home and could not stop thinking in what just happened to me . What a birthday gift my mom was gonna receive . That's something that no one deserves to get as a gift . Anyway , im glad im okay . Im so grateful that believe your or not , i do , God sent  Angels to help me this morning. Im happy also for my mom and her prayers    , she is always praying and asking God to help me , and be by my side.  

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Nem mais um dia


Um dia frio, um bom lugar pra ler um livro E o pensamento lá em você Eu sem você nao vivo Um dia triste, toda fragilidade incide E o pensamento lá em você E tudo me divide Longe da felicidade E todas as suas luzes Te desejo como ao ar Mais que tudo És manhã na natureza das flores Mesmo por toda riqueza dos sheiks árabes Nao te esquecerei um dia Nem um dia Espero com a força do pensamento Recriar a luz que me trará você E tudo nascerá mais belo O verde faz do azul com o amarelo O elo com todas as cores Pra enfeitar amores gris