January 12th 2013

Sometimes you don't give too much importance to your life , until something happens to you and fell obligated to stop and think twice . Today is january 12th 2013, a very import day , cause it is my mom's birthday . Yeah she was born on January 12th 1955, long time ago , i know ...But still a child to   me , she is the woman of my life , i really hope that i can be and do at least half of what she did and thought me . Anyways , let me go on ..
I woke up this morning , beautiful sunny cold morning here in Fremont California , i was so exited to talk to my mom. My babe reminded me that i should had call her , because in Brazil they are right now 6 hours ahead of us ... So I did , therefore  she wasn't there when i first called , than i returned the call about 10 minutes later and she picked up the phone . After talking to her and saying how important she was to me , i  hang up the phone and i went to do something with my babe. We went downtown to take our eight year old nice to a doctors appointment . When we came back home around noon i decide to go out jogging , i usually  do this every other day .
Today it was special , i felt something different although i was a little bit concerned because i was watching a lot of bad things on youtube , a show called "Faces of Death " . Also i was talking to my babe saying that it was something that  really fascinates me , the Death . Also i posted on my face book account a video clip about that show .
When i left my house i had a lot on my mind , things were kind of confusing , and i was glad at the same time for all that god gave to me . For the air i breath  for being healthy and for that wonderful warm sun that was warming us up this cold January Morning.
As usual    i always put my head phones on and star running , when i got to the one of the big intersection here by my house , i stop , pushed the bottom to cross the street , and waited till it was my time to cross , and that was what i did so , . As soon i saw the green light saying that it was the pedestrian turn  to cross the street i started walking , mean while shuffling  my music , on my ipod . Next thing i felt was something really fast passing just by my me , i felt like something pushed away from that thing , it was a car that didn't stop and crossed a red light .One more step and probably i wasn't gonna be here writing this tonight but mostly like dead or at a hospital room . The car was i guess over 45 mph.
After that i could not go on , i was shaking and my heart was biting super fast , I came back home and could not stop thinking in what just happened to me . What a birthday gift my mom was gonna receive . That's something that no one deserves to get as a gift . Anyway , im glad im okay . Im so grateful that believe your or not , i do , God sent  Angels to help me this morning. Im happy also for my mom and her prayers    , she is always praying and asking God to help me , and be by my side.